26.6.04
haha. lookatthis.
kristy, your best quality shines through in how Compassionate you are
The fact that you're a caring and considerate person who is typically very loving, as well really draws people to you! But that's not the only thing. Your answers on the test indicate you're a calm, relaxed person who tends to take life in stride. You are an inventive and creative person who usually has an abundance of imagination and ideas, too.
In all, there are 15 qualities that help define you when you're at your best. Those are the traits potential employers, friends, and partners look for in you. What makes you unique is your particular distribution of those 15 qualities.
We've found that your particular combination of qualities is rare — only 3 in 10,000 people share the same general mix of traits. Those are great odds if you're trying to show a potential employer, colleague, friend, or date why you're exactly the right person for them.
hahaha...
man, didnt know i was THAT valuable.
21:06
mood .:+:. [happy]
listening to .:+:. [she wants to be me--busted]
eating .:+:. [pizza]
drinking .:+:. [pepsi]
time .:+:. [night]
weather .:+:. [cool]
+:.i'm saying somethings wrong
she's out back playing soccer
she used to do ballet
now shes a heavy smoker
she's so obsessed with me
now she stands up to pee
and now her stupid games
have started taking over
she looks like, does like, sounds like me
she's stealing my identity
and i'm begging you
somebody notice me, somebody notice
i'm fading away now
what have i got to do to make you see
my girlfriend is a wannabe
and she wants to be me.:+
went to ben n lydias wedding today.
i am NEVER wearing high heels again.
feel down the stairs like, 2 times today.
i couldve died of embarrasment.
-BLUSH-
not counting something tt someone said today that made me blush.
again.
acksss.
oh well.
anyway yeh. thats about it.
blog in another day...
-no mood today-
19:13
19.6.04
mood .:+:. [the just-woke-up kind of sleepy]
listening to .:+:. [i miss you--blink 182]
eating .:+:. [nth]
drinking .:+:. [nth]
time .:+:. [morning]
weather .:+:. [hot]
i just took some inkblot test to "reveal my subconscious mind" lol.
and i like my results.
i like my results aLOT hahaha.
here it is:
kristy, your subconscious mind is driven most by Love
Everyone has a desire to love. But your desire is rooted very deeply in your unconscious and affects many of the decisions you make in life--whether you are aware of it or not.
You have an energy about you that inspires people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. In this way, you and your drive for loving relationships start a chain reaction of positive experiences.
The reason you are driven by love, may be because your unconscious is trying to avoid the opposite of love--hate. You, more than others, may be afraid of experiencing severe discord with others. That may, in turn, heavily influence your choices about relationships and the way you communicate your ideas, wants, and desires to others.
With such a strong orientation towards loving others, your relationships hold a very special place in your life. Your capacity to love may be greater than those around you, and therefore you may have more to give in relationships than your romantic partner does. Remember that this is a gift you have and one most others don't possess.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Love, there is much more to who you are at your core.
your subconscious mind is also driven by Curiosity
You are full of questions about life, people, and your own potential. You spend more time than others imagining the possibilities for your life — and you're open to things others are too afraid to consider.
You have an almost physical need to know and do more. It's only through new experiences that you feel a greater understanding of yourself and the world. You also have a rebellious streak that shows up when you feel unable to truly influence the world or circumstances around you. Your appetite for novel experiences also shows an openness others don't have, but wish they did.
Your psyche is very rich; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are.
09:43
13.6.04
mood .:+:. [sleepy]
listening to .:+:. [my sister singing in the background]
eating .:+:. [nth]
drinking .:+:. [milo]
time .:+:. [night]
weather .:+:. [hot]
alright, quick update for u avid readers who've been nagging me to change my last entry cos ur sick of reading it over and over again.
cam back from church camp yesterday, and it so totally RAWKED. esp what happened on holy spirit night and the 900 retail shops in the hotel.
-grin-
yepp.
some pretty interesting stuff happened too...like some certain other guy told me he liked me LOL but yeh, whatever.
missing the guy i like alot...
and its only been a week.
damn.
lols...spent alot of time alone in the suite on the first day sooo, had time to write this poem just for him. hehe.
+:.
I Miss You
its when im all alone
here, chasing clouds across the sky
lie below, looking up at eternity
letting the world go by
i wish you were here, i realise
i miss you
i need you by my side
i miss you
this world is an ugly place
but you turn it into something beautiful
firestorms cannot burn me
the waves hold back their tide
i can fight the thunder
when you're by my side
because
somehow when you're with me
everything's alright
i miss you.:+
23:21
3.6.04
mood .:+:. [half-asleep]
listening to .:+:. [penny and me--hanson]
eating .:+:. [nth]
drinking .:+:. [nth]
time .:+:. [morning]
weather .:+:. [hot]
+:.On the plane step with both my feet
Riding in seat number three on a flight to NYC
Got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat
Catch the view and another good book to read
Sitting at home or the friendly skies missing her eyes
It's always Penny and me tonight
Penny and me like to roll the window down
Turn the radio up push the pedal to the ground
Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes
pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight
Staring at a million city lights
But still Penny and I are all alone beneath the sky
Feel the wind brushing slowly by
If I could soar I would try, to take these wings and fly
Away to where the leaves turn red
But no matter where I am instead
Singing along to feeling alright
Or making it by under pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight.:+
thats like, a REALLY nice song.
i just wish it was tHaT gUy singing, and that instead of 'Penny' that girls name was 'Kristy'. hahahahaha.
but whatever.
u just HAVE to go d/l this song it ROCKS.
and the guitar sounds nice.
anyway...
hais.
i got myself into a load of trouble.
serious. really really bad stuff.
i skipped skoo to go out on tuesday, and watched a movie [day after tomorrow ROCKS and the effects are so totally FAR OUT you just HAVE to go watch it--ack what am i talking about] and i GOT CAUGHT.
by my parents.
[that damn girl who ratted on me, i am SO gonna get you for that you backstabber.]
to make it worse, im already grounded.
so now im double-grounded.
oh, the cleverness of me.
>.<
hais.
to make it worse, that guy i like is going away for 3 wEeKs i really dont think i can survive 3 weeks without him.
okay, so i sound like im really dependent, like REALLY REALLY dependent.
which i dont think is a good thing, but he's almost the oNLy one who can cheer me up and get me to smile when shit like this happens.
and now he'll be gone for 21 days.
...im gonna DIE.
NO i cant die, cos when he comes back i'll be dead so nawp.
cant die yet.
but i bet i'll be somewhere cLoSe.
hais. oh well.
can't do anyting about it.
at least i can still email him from skool... [though im pretty much banned from using the comp at home.]
oh and ivan, youre going off the israel for your holiday [not like someone here whos stuck at home and not even going for church camp x_X ] so could you
pleeeease take care of yourself...
and i still dont understand why of all places you wanna go to
israel but never mind, just please get back here
in one piece and not in a bodybag, okay?
hehe.
dont worry about me i dont
think i'll get into
much trouble...somehow i'll get through the 3 weeks.
21 days.
504 hours.
30240 minutes..
1814400 seconds...
gawd it seems like eternity... hais.
>.<
oh and dont forget to email me.
and if you see some weird fanatical terrorists or something, sHoOt tHeM like you told me you would, haha then you'll be on the news and you'll get famous and--
ahem. yeah.
aiight i'd better go now before my dad finds out im using the comp.
hehe.
oh and ivan said something really really true in his blog...
"When yr with someone u like... hours seem like seconds... when yr in a terrible situation mins seem like hours.... "
that is SO true.
personally, 4rm my current grounding and the trip to berkelah falls, ive tried and tested and its SO so true.
lols.
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