27.9.05
at the request of the millions of adoring fans i have begging me to update--here it is.
okay actually just one, and barely adoring.
but whatever rocks my boat.
im sorry that i havent updated in ages.
--don't eat me! -cowers.
lots of stuff has been going on.
lotslotslots.
went to malacca for a study trip--and that primer was hell.
i mean, the first time i REEEEALLY work my ass off, and during our presentation they cut us off because we were out of time. and we were
barely a quarter through.
all that hard work--bleah.
hey, thanks for telling us we had a measly
20 minutes to do the presentation
AFTER we worked our asses off to get the slides together for a whole friggen
month and of course,
AFTER we submitted the work.
naturally, any other time to inform us of the miniscule time limit that would chop our presentation in two would be
disastrous, wouldnt it.
rrrrrrrawrrr. current work status.
damage report-- worse than disastrous. the homework never stops coming.
worst of all, it's ALL on microstation.
i HATE microstation.
i hate clickyclickyclickying and i HATE having to re-clickyclickyclicky EVERYTHING the second i clicky without holding down the control button.
double
rrrrrrrawrrr. the upside?
i went to bangkok after the malacca trip.
with my family.
family means $$$.
mwahaha. (:
got to stay in a seperate room from my parents, with my sister.
finally--! i think im getting some independence.
i spent the nights gazing at brendan fraser killing bad guys, saving the day, dishing out sarcastic comments and showing off his muscles in my room [on TV. sad isnt it. though i didn't wanna add the last bit, but john might get the wrong idea and go all out to kill brendan. now we wouldnt want that happening to the hottest hunk on earth would we.]
and i bought lotsa stuffs.
clothes, cool sneakers...
AND elephants for all my friends. (:
serious.
go ask them.
i aint lying.
another upside to kill off the boredom microstation brings?
it's my 3rd month anniversary tomorrow!in barely an hour's time!!!hahaa.
me and john've been together for 3 months, and it still seems like the first time.
i still love him like the first time.
and i hope that never changes. (:
YAY for 3rd month annis..!!
pass the champagne. ((:
happy anniversary, darling. here's to the months [and hopefully, years (: ] to come.
aaaand its my baby's birthday on the 29th, too..!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SWEETHEART!..in advance, anyway.okay, so i cheated.i got the same present for his birthday AND our anniversary.but i really did put a lot of effort into making it.--i hope he likes it. hahaa. and for the love of god and chocolate, people, TAG!before my board starts growing digital cobwebs.
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6.9.05
i wrote this poem just for john.
hahaa.
he made this birthday extra special.
thanks for everything you did for me today--don't ever say it was sub-standard.
it was perfect.
i love you.
[[light the candle for me; the sky's almost bright.
i want to be with you before breaking light.
i'll die a little more by the end of tonight--
don't let it be too late for forever.
take my hand before tomorrow;
i'll teach you to dance.
we'll talk about smiles while watching the grass.
love me before the moment has passed--
i don't want to be late for forever.
i want to learn how to hope;
to live and to die.
i want to hurt and not understand why.
lend me your wings, because i want to fly--
before it's too late for forever.
make me feel special
for just being me;
tell me your secrets, show me your dreams.
hold me and whisper that we're meant to be--
don't say we're too late for forever.
keep this flame burning,
don't ever let go;
if i'm gone by sundown, i want to know
that we never counted the days that we spent alone,
or the moments we were apart and out in the cold;
you never had to say it, because it always showed--
and because we always had forever.]]
damn, 17 already.
i feel old.
and john is still a small cute little 16 year old boy.
mwahaha.
anyhoo.
AWESOME day today..!
courtesy of john and everyone who wished me a happy birthday.
thanks to all the great people who took the time to wish me a happy birthday...you guys made my day! (:
otherwise it would have sucked ass.
lol.
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