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in the blackness of your feelings
how red the rivers run;
drawn from your wrist,
silk silent screams--
let darkness overcome.
from sorrow, to pain, to metal
and rush of sweet release.
feel your soul melt,
rip your canvas;
let these chains set you free.
broken-winged dove, draw closer
and be born into the night.
let darkness free you,
sweet addiction bind you,
let surrender your soul light.
call to the dark, the dark will answer;
from your altar you will rise--
beautifully broken,
deathful resurrection,
angel of blood and knife;
unending sacrifice.
red rush; by moi.
28.11.05
john bought me a TERRAPIN!
hahaa.
and its so tiny.
so cute.
only about.. an inch all round?
though a few years down i don't think it'll be cute anymore.
it'll be fat, mean and ugly.
though it's already mean now.
mean and anti-social.
bah.
the female i bought for john was so much nicer.
this one just sits with his back to you.
doesn't let you hold him properly.
he takes ages to wake up and only does to give you this dirty "screw you" look if you disturb him.
see how rotten guys are?
21:27
27.11.05
ahh, finally.
the weekend to stretch out and relax.
for once, two whole days with time enough to slack.
no doubt in a few hours i'll be scratching my head in front of a school computer, fiddling with Autocad or the like.
that's why im living it up by herding electronic sheep into an electronic pen on miniclip.com now.
great life, no?
i know i haven't updated in eons.
my latest projects kept me busy.
6 month duration and carrying 50% of the semester's grades.
and half of the time i don't know what the hell im doing.
i just survive because i rock.
(:
5th month anniversary tomorrow.
i can't wait.
(:
20:28
1.11.05
You only hold me up like this'Cause you don't know who I really am.Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you.
We're
making out inside crashed cars;We're
sleeping through all our memories.I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive,
Now I only waste it dreaming of you.
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness,'Cause
all of our moves make up for the silence.And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase;
Like I'll never be the same.
I keep my jealousy close,Cause it's all mine.
If you say this makes you happy then I'm not the only one lying.Keep quiet;
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret And your biggest mistake.The hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday. So
wear me like a locket around your throat.I'll weigh you down,I'll watch you choke.
You look so good in blue;
You look so good in blue.
--
of all the gin joints in all the world; nobody puts baby in the corner; fall out boy.
15:17
