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in the blackness of your feelings
how red the rivers run;
drawn from your wrist,
silk silent screams--
let darkness overcome.
from sorrow, to pain, to metal
and rush of sweet release.
feel your soul melt,
rip your canvas;
let these chains set you free.
broken-winged dove, draw closer
and be born into the night.
let darkness free you,
sweet addiction bind you,
let surrender your soul light.
call to the dark, the dark will answer;
from your altar you will rise--
beautifully broken,
deathful resurrection,
angel of blood and knife;
unending sacrifice.
red rush; by moi.
28.6.06
The sky has lost it's colorThe sun has turned to gray--At least that's how it feels to meWhenever you're away.I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass,
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're coming back.
I can't take the distance,I can't take the miles,
I can't take the time until I next see you smile.I can't take the distance,
And
I'm not ashamedThat with every breath I take I'm calling your name.But I can't take the distance.
I still believe my feelings,
But sometimes I feel too much.
I make believe you're close to meBut it ain't close enough--Not nearly close enough.
I can't take the distance,I can't take the miles,
I can't take the time until I next see you smile.
I can't take the distance,
And I'm not ashamedThat with every breath I take I'm calling your name.I brave fire and I brave rain.To be by your side I'd do anything.I will go the distance.
I will go the miles--
That's how much you mean to me.
'Cause I can't take the distance,I can't take these miles,I can't take the time until I next see you smile.I can't take the distance,
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name.
I can't take the distance--
It's hard to rememberAs long as you're away;When I find solaceThere's only one way.
23:13
22.6.06
this was born out of the doubled genius of me.
with a large dose of boredom.
egging on from brian.
and a rather unappropriate topic.
i
have to beat his poem, man.
in the blackness of your feelingshow red the rivers rundrawn from your wrist,silk silent screamslet darkness overcomefrom sorrow to pain to metaland rush of sweet releasefeel your soul melt,rip your canvaslet these chains set you freebroken-winged dove, draw closerand be born into the nightlet darkness free yousweet addiction bind youlet surrender your soul lightcall to the dark, the dark will answerfrom your altar you will risebeautifully brokendeathful resurrectionangel of blood and knife;unending sacrifice.any guesses on the meaning?
18:41
7.6.06
i had a WTF moment today.
this enlightening moment, friends, is when something is so random or stupid that it happens to momentarily kill your vocabulary and all you can think is WTF, mate.
Brian alllmost impressed me on msn with his poetry skills today.
Brian: fill my jolly cup with gloom
your progression
my digression
forty days this afternoon
the things we cherish
are small indeed
so much the larger the need
stormy pinkess
set me thanklessly free..
Blagh.
My hair is soft.get me all enthralled in your wonderful words because you barely speak more than 13 words a day, and then you turn into Peter.
WTF.
and yes, i am blogging this only because something huge is hanging heavily on my mind and im looking for a random distraction, find none, and so decide to update to let the world know that yes, i haven't eaten enough washing detergent sandwiches to die yet.
21:37
6.6.06
weeehehehehehehehehehehee.
^^
that's all i can manage to say right now.
18:01
